Outlandish

                               I never felt so left out before

                              Nothing seemed right
            
                              Its painful when you dont fit in

                              They laugh I cry

                              They get exited I sigh

                              I do try

                              Everyone has alawys been so far ahead

                              I just never felt pride

                              Cant read cant write

                              Cant spell cant fight

                              I dont belong here around the proud

                              But else where away from the crowd

                              Cant catch cant show

                              Just too slow

                              When I leave what will change

                              Its bad enough that I will stay the same

                              OUTLANDISH

                             

                             

                            

                             

News article

                                    STL Times
Teenager brings Marujana to school Hands it out to class.
              
                                                A Florrisant student at Hazelwood North middle school hands
                                                out a dangerous drug in class. This drug is popullated around
                                                the area many teenagers use it at the same age. The kid is now
                                                in whats known as a diciplen hearing.

A new Activity center called Narconon has now been open.
                                              
                                                  The people Quote You just never could have guessed  that
                                                  the guys who came into the program are the same guys who
                                                  are leaving.

Album CD

                                           Teens gone wrong

1.why did i start
2. so high
3.for the love of money
4.make the pain go away
5.cigarr smoke
6.teens gone wrong
7.devils food
8.im addicted

Journal

                               July 2

                                    I just picked up this new book called Jays Journal Anonymous. Its about a teen
                          _ager who spirals into drug addiction. This was only the beginning of a path to taking his
                            own life. In the beginning he talks about hating his life. The entire book is in journal format.
                            This girl he likes is doing drugs ,one day she asks him to help her use some Meth ampheti
                             _mine. Soon he gets into the habbit and things get out of control.

                                     I also read this poem called Mugged. This describes what its like when using drugs.
                              the poem Quotes yet turning to whiskey to get some relief
                                                      ...became the main source of my trouble and grief.